HAPPY NEW YEAR! It’s Been TEN Years!
Can you believe it?
Some of us here have met and known each other now for over TEN years!
A lot has (and has not) happened since 2016 when we all lined up to vote for POTUS and thought the world was going to change. We know that nothing happens overnight. And that the magnitude of what is being dismantled takes time. But … in the meantime, there has been little or no help for we the people. Albeit, we are alive (well, at least some of us lucky enough to be here to still be breathing, reading, and writing), there are some things that I believe can be done a little better.
I had a high school track coach who never commended me for my running. I was a short distance sprinter. I was always third in every competition. He said this to me after every single race: “You can always do better.” Finally, in my last year of track, I won the 100 yard dash in some major competition. I was so proud of myself for finally doing better. I waited eagerly to hear what my coach had to say. He gently walked up to me and finally, congratulated me! And he leaned into my ear and whispered “but you can always do better.” I spent the rest of that year trying to beat my time and went back to coming in third again. 😂 Track and sports were never my main passion but it got me away from my home which was more than chaotic growing up.
I never forget that useful but painful advice that was integrated into my personality from the 100 yard dash.
I strive to do better with every single thing in my life. Since that carefully thought out and well-integrated whisper, I know that what I am doing can always be done better. It’s not that I am self-defeating nor that I don’t believe in myself. I was lucky enough to have a father and mother and grandmother who strongly instilled the qaulity of confidence in me since I was born. I was always urged and never led to believe in myself as a child. The rest of my life became a historical testimony to overcoming challanges that would only make me stronger. I am one of the lucky ones as I so quickly learned being immersed and thrown into the harsh world of pedophelia and special victim crimes as a very young teen. I realized the value of believing in myself especially when I talked with numerous kids who were victimized and even hurt (or sadly, some I never got to speak with that were dead by the very hands of their parents) as a child. I realized how important the belief in oneself, the desire to do better always, and the constant drive and will power that was the foundation of my upbringing would shape my existence. These simple but essential traits were not handed to me but it took a lifetime to distill and and be still and know, where this energy I am forever grateful for the all of the amazing upbringing that I experienced as a child. I am also grateful to God for putting me through such an incredibly difficult journey for it has shaped me into who I am today.
God always has a plan and you and I are a part of it.
Never forget that you are indeed, The Rarest Pepe .
If you are still here reading this blog ten years or more later *(or even if you are new to this information), you are winning.
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 NIV
First and foremost, I was intending to write a big THANK YOU to all of you who have relentlessly supported me throughout my journey.
I was once a high functioning attorney, CEO and hustler who never took a break. My life, like many of you, was immersed in the world of matrix past.
In 2016, my life changed completely.
Many of you know the story, some of you newcomers do not.
The best way to learn about me and my process is to read my really extensive and information filled blog here. You can go all the way back to 2013 when I started writing on this platform.
As we enter this New Year, so much of our lives have changed forever.
There are many people that have left us that I loved dearly. I will be writing about some of these incredible people in the weeks to come. They are never forgotten, always loved and their text messages still in my phone are a constant reminder of the friendship that is eternal in our souls.
I know many of us are expecting big changes to come as we did in 2016 from our beloved President. He is, after all, truly alone in this journey. He doesn’t have many he can trust. I can say, with confidence, that he trusts his wife Melania, his son Barron. I am not sure about the rest. I know that he loves our country as do I and you and everyone who is still holding the line.
I know also, that there is a power greater than any president, and any human and that is the power of the All Mighty Father in Heaven. And that is the only power I will ever bow down to.
Years of my work online and in social media have been torn apart and destroyed by censorship from both sides. Let’s keep it real and say it like is for there is no other way to say it: the truth threatens everyone. Everyone but Jesus Christ!
Just yesterday, WordPress did it to me again by literally removing 46,000 + followers from my blog.
This is an excerpt from the article linked below about the stupid censorship and need to control my speech and thoughts smh from 2022:
They just can’t stop censoring me because I threaten their narratives. I don’t buy into the bullshit. I don’t bow to anyone but the Lord and to the TRUTH.
So even though The Censorship Nazis Strike Again! , they will never stop me from loving my fellow human beings enough to put my ass on the line to tell them what I know to be the truth.
Did you guys see this?
Check out this Homeland Security Document I found on the web about mind control and how this whole plan is being executed. It’s called Modeling Cognitive Response and you can download and read it here:
This all plays into getting the minds of the mind controlled masses ready to receive information that they will otherwise block and not be able to absorb. Here are just a few of the articles I kept writing to try and awaken people. Did it work? Even if I helped one person, then I did my job. WordPress and all there rest of the platforms that are being controlled to control my speech can eat dicks. I know the truth. I want you to know the truth too.
What Are You Going To Believe?
Waking the Collective Consciousness
The Expansion of Human Consciousness
What we have to realize going into yet another year of Lock Her Up or Four More Years, is that there is not grand finale to this “movie” (which sucks by the way). The entire “plot” is really just to see who survives the amount of insane bullshit we have been living through. Don’t believe me? Have a listen to me and Snack on this lovely New Year’s Rant. Welcome to another year of absolutely nothing happening publicly. Expect nothing and you won’t be disappointed.
Instead, rejoice in the fact that you and I and the ones that remain and stand firm in our faith are still here, still holding God’s line and never ever kneeling to the narrative!
ALL GLORY BE TO FATHER GOD IN HEAVEN AMEN! ❤️✝️♥️🙏🏼⚖️🔥
Enjoy the podcast and God bless you all.
See you soon on Rumble and here.
Love always,
Dilara ❤️🕊🙅♀️
HAPPY NEW YEAR! A SPECIAL 2026 RANT FEAT. SNACK ANON
DIRECT LINK TO THIS PODCAST:
https://rumble.com/v73q4ka-happy-new-year-a-special-2026-rant-feat.-snack-anon.html
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Hi Dilara, you’ve recently talked about the skies being sprayed at night and I wanted to ask you if you’ve noticed a strange smell in the air. I’ve noticed it on and off over the last couple of years at least. And for the past two days it’s been really strong to me. It kind of smells like smoke but not exactly. No one else seems to notice it. I smell it inside the house and outside. I’m in Long Beach, CA. I’d like to know if you have noticed it or have any thoughts on it. Thank you.
Hi Lynda,
YES! I notice it too and am along the coastline (Malibu). It is totally a strange smell and no one else seems to notice it. Although Snack has said they notice it too. I will address this with him on the next podcast. I try not to go out in it as much as possible. It also does smell inside and out. Snack and I have a theory… if you take a look at Lin Wood’s channel on Telegram, there is always a daily update about the cows…. Thank you for reaching out and telling me this. I really appreciate your input and info.
Dilara, so glad that you and Snack are still dropping truth bombs. I checked out of it all for awhile, there is really not much worth listening to anymore, but yall are the best, and YES throw us a fricken bone! Help the people out, just for survival, food cards, utilities , or just give us some money and see who hangs themselves with their own rope. I don’t understand how every bad thing in existence has to be completely removed before one iota of help for good people is put forward. You and snack are so right on the money with your wonderful commentary, gave me some hope which is nice, thank you, if I had two penny rub together I would throw them your way, thanks yall are the BEST!!!!